I am forced to overcome my circumstances, because I wasn't provided with any proper grounding... Naturally, when I got traumatized enough I instinctively knew what I needed but did not know how to acquire it... They wouldn't let me fail, because they are drones tied to the system... I would have to order them to let me fail, but this is impossible as I did not have proper grounding to do so... A repetitive pattern... When I lost all mobility, and ended in isolation, my fate was sealed... Its that predictable... The very circumstances I was born in have dictated my life's course... A master that did no know his role... It is an internal struggle... The only teacher in this case is pain... Well, I suppose this is why we have pain...