No wonder why this world is sick...

The very state of my mind is affecting this world... I keep wanting to consult with others, but I keep forgetting that they are simply a reflection of myself... I seriously would love to get in contact with somebody I can connect to, but to do that I would have to treat that person as an extension of myself... If I am unable to provide for myself, nobody will be able to provide for me... This is troublesome... It isn't good to be alone... Even if I know and understand everything, I am still a prisoner of my mind... I yearn for a peaceful life...